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effie tait: hi carol, just seing if i can do this..thought my smoke alarm was the laptop having a nervous breakdown...F xxxx
Destiny: Hi Carol-- I found this nifty little area too. I liked the story and plan on reading the book! You will autograph it for me won't you? Des
Poppy: Liiiiike the new colors! Vibrant and fresh! Good Job!
Margaret B.: Happy Thanksgiving MacDaniels Clan! from the Biernbaums we'll be over for desert!
Livie: Oh Carol! I have found a new toy. I like how I can stop by and drop in a line or two! Now I can pester you for installments all day long and there is nothing you can do about it! Olivia
Chase & Jordan: Hey Carol-It was the thrill of our life to finally meet you and Steve. Can't decide which one of you we have crushes on. LOL! Let's see more blogging and excerpts please. This story is way too good to let stand still. Chase and Jordan
Danny: hey Kiddo--I know I have teased you about your love of football in the past, but I like your post and admire your presentation. You're a pretty cool chick and Steve is a lucky guy to be able to share football with ya.Here's hoping it all turns out fair. For the record, I am not sure whether or not the Blades can avoid being relegated either, but you are all right about the fine being a mere drop in the ocean. It's just wrong. D.
Louise S.: I think you are so interesting. I have begun to make it a habit to come in here to see what you are up to. Looking forward to more BEHIND THE WALL!
Linda: Carol --I've come in here to read BTW and love the excerpts you've chosen. It was great to see you both in Scotland again (And the kids - how they've all grown!) - even though the circumstances were so sad. You were awesome for Steve at the funeral. I am proud of you. He's a lucky man to have you and I believe he will get through this. With you at his side how can he not.
Rick: CarolPlease extend my condolances to Stve and all your family on the loss of your father in law. I know it ia hard right now, so if i don't get to read you for a while, I'll be thinking of you. Rick
Teej---: Carol and SteveYou know we're here for you if you need anything at all. Grandy was a wonderful man and he will be missed by everyone who knew him.Teej and Deej
Elizabeth: Oh Carol, I am so very sorry to learn of Steve's dad's passing. I am sure it is a very painful time for you and yours. Please accept my sincerest condolances.Eliz
Bea: Carol -\Plase extend my sincerest condolances to Steve on the loss of his dad. I know how much it hurts and how you all loved him. He did sound like a wonderful man and he certainly raised a wonderful son. If you guys need anything... If there is anying I can do...Bea
Danny: Carol-Sorry to hear about Steve's father passing. I can't imagine how much it must hurt. S.
Carol: Danny! You can be so unkind! Does this mean you are happy to see someone hurtin'? LOLFirst of all, he is not MY Sean Bean - Second of all, although his last two films may not have been his best, his performances in both of them were outstanding; I trust you made note of that. Lastly, I saw the game yesterday and truly felt bad about it. There is something fundamentally wrong with how all this was attained by West Ham and I am not so sure I trust what the outcome will be... It has made for
Danny: Hey Carol, Looks like your Sean Bean is having a rough go of it lately. Two bad movies and yesterday his team lost Premiership.
Louise: Carol I stumbled in here on Wednesday evening and have loved every minute. You have a real no nonsense way of writing that I happen to like very much. Terrific job. (Oh and I like your taste in men too. Sean Bean is definitely a hottie!)
Elizabeth: Yeah, Carol, post about your wonderful marriage. We do all want to know. What's your secret for keeping things so tight between you and Steve all these years. Most of the time, I can't stand my husband! LOL.
Carol: Thanks for the remarks everyone - Please remember that the excerpts are very raw. What I have prepared now for the book is infinately more polished... Odds botkins, I love youz!Carol
Bea: Oh Carol, I want to be you! What is your secret for getting on so well for so long with your Steve. We all want to know!
Elizabeth: Carol this is terrific. I am so happy for you! I love the excerpts you have chosen (and I can say that because I know where this is going!) Your time has come and I am so excited to be here to see it all unfold for you!Love you!Elizabeth
TJ: You went to see Christopher Plummer and Brian Dennehey? Why you no good low down... I am SO JEALOUS! I love them both! Still, nobody deserves a wonderful night out more than you, lady!JT
Bea: Hi Carol. Good to see Madison County Event restored. I thought it had fallen off the book.
Ria: Carol this is brilliant! I am amazed at your creativity!
Leah: I love your latest. Perfect Muse. You are so freakin' funny!
Marian: This is really great, Carol! Kudos, kiddo!~ :D
DCH: Ah! As soon as you mentioned Sean Bean, I kind of figured you'd had him in mind for your character. (Which character I'm not certain yet; there seems to be several incorporated in the story -- Steve, Logan and Jamie . . .) I'll read it again! I've known how great Sean Bean is since the first time I saw the "Sharp" series on the History Channel years ago . . and just had to own the videos (now a set of DVDs as well!). I love the Sharp character and Sean is absolutely perfect in that role!
Bea: JEEPERS! How did I miss this?!Terrific stuff, even in its roughest form. I cannot wait to see the final product, m'dear! TJ is right; you MUST finish it! And YOU are right; it IS the best thing you have ever done. How clever you are! INDEED!
Chase: I LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE! You make me want to be Logan!Chase
Ricky: Hey you! Been reading more Logan. Congrats on rekindling your love affair with Bean! LOLSeriously, Carol, it's damn good!
Carol: Thanks D and all... No, Rick, I have not seen it. I am not inclined to scare myself senseless... LOLCarol
Danny: I love this. Your excerpts from BTW are awesome. I am thrilled for you, Kiddo! Don't let the shock of catching Bean out of his element befuddle you; you're better than that. Loved Madison COUnty Event too! As you would say, it's Good Stuff. Cheers babe.D-man
Rick: You scare me. Have you seen Hitcher? Damn!
Barb -: I am left speechless. But in a good way.
Bea: Girlfriend you are something else. This is awesome tho I am surprised you are sharing it. Is our old fashioned girl going to join the millinium and start blogging?

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Thursday, March 4th 2004

8:06 PM

HOMEWARD JESS: Introduction

1917  (Harper residence, San Francisco, California)

Jess Harper emerged from the double-door entry of the Grand Victorian that had been his home for the past forty-two years and descended the stairs as though he was running from a fire. He stiffened as he endured the obligatory embraces of the men and women who had been in his employ for most of that time, and then made his way to his automobile. Turning back to face the five of them, he lifted the corner of his mouth and nodded once more before placing his hat on his head and pulling down on the brim. He tossed his satchel onto the back, stepped up into the vehicle and plopped down into the passenger seat. Without a moment's hesitation, he glanced at his driver and waved his hand. "Let's go, Cappy."

As the touring car began to move slowly down the hill, Jess raised his hand again, this time signifying that the driver should stop. He had not intended to look back, but he could not help himself. Knowing that the life he had made and come to treasure had now been lost to him was not a pain that was unfamiliar to Jess, but this was the first time he had ever felt such a sense of melancholia. He stood, turned his body completely around and faced his now former entourage, then he lifted his hat and held it high over his head in one last farewell gesture.  One of the women drew her hand to her mouth as they all returned his wave.  For an instant he had a second thought about what he was doing but then turned forward again, sat down, and lifted his hand with the index finger slightly extended. "OK, Cappy, I'm ready, now."

Cappy was an ambitious young man who had managed to capture Jess' attention one rainy afternoon five years earlier. Jess had been on his way to the Wharf when his automobile had broken down. He had become frustrated with trying to get the dang thing to go and was cussing up a storm by the time the happy go lucky young man had shown up. Cappy wasted no time in fixing both the blasted machine, as Jess called it, and Jess' disposition. He offered to drive Jess home and once they'd arrived safe and sound, Jess had seen fit to hire him on the spot. He'd been driving the Harpers ever since. This was to be their final ride together.

"Penny for your thoughts, Mr. Harper."

"Nothing, Cappy. Not thinking about anything. Gonna miss this city. Been my home since '75. But it's time to go. It's time to go."

Cappy could see that Jess had something on his mind. "Yes, Sir, Jess. I'll just be quiet and leave you to your thoughts."

Jess looked into the distance.  "That's a good man, Cappy."

 

There was no need for talking. Jess knew what he had to do. He needed time with his memories and Wyoming was the only place that seemed suitable. It wasn't that he could not do his remembering in San Francisco, but rather that he had, long ago, made himself a promise that he would never become that which he feared the most:  A Rocker.

He had seen his friends turn old and take to their rocking chairs. He had listened as their once lively conversation turned into never ending dissertations of their recollected times gone by. He hated that. Always thought it to be useless and boring. But now things were different. Now he understood, again, what he had learned so many years ago and forgotten.  He understood why they needed to live in the past.  And so, he was going home.  Home to touch his past.  Home... to LARAMIE.

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